PujaÂ
An author and a father, Kushal Poddar, edited a magazine Words Surfacing, authored eight volumes, including The Circus Came To My Island, A Place For Your Ghost Animals, Eternity Restoration Project- Selected and New Poems and Postmarked Quarantine. His works have been translated in eleven languages.
PujaÂ
Let's play 'Lost in the Carnival'.Â
I have three eyes now, and one,Â
impaired, hunts for you in the realmÂ
where glimpses and visions goÂ
after the blindness.Â
The other two seek the concept of youÂ
in this earth, city, people pouring outÂ
into the streets, shops, buying and selling,Â
sweating and licking the sweetmeat.Â
The light blurs truths between the divineÂ
we worship, love we forge and fear we kiss.Â
I pass a sodality, and those young men talkÂ
about the new clothes, shoes, flings,Â
the way the festival disintegrates and itsÂ
decorations are disassembled and immersed Â
in the stream. They scream, "Cheers to the next year!"Â
I feel the winter in my spine, I sprint to the river.Â
Oh sinnerman where you gonna run to?Â
Clouds quarrel above. Do you rememberÂ
good ole mother used to say, "The GoddessÂ
upstairs desires to descend and come homeÂ
to the men who imagined her so hard that sheÂ
became real, and the God forbids her to leaveÂ
the heaven. He does not want her to be mortalÂ
again even if for a few days if the carnival."Â
Did mother say these? At least some parts of these?Â
Do you remember, Devi, we play, and it isÂ
not a game if the hide and seek doesn't end? Â
"Appear", I whisper.Â
From a series titled 바카라˜We have no place for the belief in--The one Reality and the unreal appearances!바카라™ | Photo courtesy: Samit Das
JUSTICEÂ
IÂ
'Justice' comes up in Â
our word-association game.Â
'Freedom!' you say, and IÂ Â
mumble, 'Shame', Â
and then a cloud burst Â
cancels our autumn picnic.Â
In the shelter of one tea stall nearbyÂ
we confine our faces Â
in the Rorschach maze Â
of the words we say.Â
You hide your protests inÂ
the biographies of our forefathers.Â
I wake up at night to wipe outÂ
the DNA of some brother slainÂ
by another. Ancient family business.Â
One ebony feline mewls fromÂ
its burial between out minds and brains.Â
From a series titled 바카라˜We have no place for the belief in--The one Reality and the unreal appearances!바카라™ | Photo courtesy: Samit Das
IIÂ
Justice comes home all wetÂ
and he says nothing whenÂ
we ask him again and again,Â
"What happened? Where's your umbrella?"Â
Silence bullies into the shelter.Â
The school of thoughts screams and shouts.Â
Rings an old bell, and no, there is no din.Â
I mop his head. His mom dries him.Â
We fix a dinner. An animal circlesÂ
our house. Its belly flashes the glow of hunger.Â
From a series titled 바카라˜We have no place for the belief in--The one Reality and the unreal appearances!바카라™ | Photo courtesy: Samit Das