A Hundred And One Nights On The Edge

In Banglad village in Samba district, about 50-km from south of Jammu town, a disconsolate Shiv Pal, 13, is unable to perform the shraddh rituals of his 8-year-old brother, Krishna, who died in the shelling on May 21. Shiv Pal, too, was inj­ured by the spray of splinters. Lying on a cot in his home, he passively watches his cousin performing the rituals.

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바카라�I am not sure when I will attend school; we can바카라�t trust Pakistan,바카라� he says six days after DGMOs of India and Pakistan agreed to observe 2003 ceasefire agreement on May 29 in 바카라�letter and spirit바카라�. Shiv Pal바카라�s words were prophetic바카라�the next day, on June 3, two BSF personnel were killed and 16 injured in the adjoining Akhnoor sector by Pakistani shelling. Normal life was thrown out of gear바카라�temporary shelters for thousands of displaced people were set up; in all, 28,000 people in 31  villages were in the line of fire.

With Pakistan violating the ceasefire at will, panic spread like wildfire along the international border in Jammu. About 40 km south of Akhnoor, at Jeora farm in RS Pura sector바카라�home to around 2,000 Muslim Gujjars바카라�people started moving out early one morning two weeks back after it received its share of pounding. On May 23, 200 kullahs (grass and mud huts) were burnt down  by shellfire, leaving a trail of ashes, bloodstains and injured cattle.

The sole person standing guard over 500 huts in the now-derelict village is 70-year-old Har Din. 바카라�When we heard about two sides agreeing to maintain peace we took it with a pinch of salt. Once shelling started in Akhnoor, people started leaving. Once firing starts in one sector, it spreads all along바카라�a pattern, a curse,바카라� says Har Din, who lost his five-yr-old grand-daughter to shelling. For Gujjars here, shelling has not only claimed lives, but it has hit at the very source of their livelihood바카라�livestock. Forced to keep their cattle in 바카라�safer바카라� places without proper feed and water, milk production has fallen by half.

Sitting under the shade of a tree, a bitter Rehmat Ali says, 바카라�The government has played a cruel joke on us by asking us to go back. Had we not been rearing cattle, we would have left this place forever and taken up menial jobs elsewhere. The government should either kill us or let us live in peace. We are fed up.바카라� He is accompanied by his cousin바카라�s two young daughters; all are miserable, for they didn바카라�t have food to break roza with, and will have to wait for a hand-out.

In this fresh, fierce round of firing바카라�timed with the advent of Ramzan바카라�by Pakistan between May 15 and 23, 12 people had died and about one lakh were displaced. In all, till June 3, 20 civilians and 20 security personnel died in border firing in the Jammu region alone, with dozens injured. It바카라�s a recurring cycle that seems to have no remedy.

Indeed, death and destruction of property, followed by swift fleeing바카라�the whole experience framed by the deafening crump of shells바카라�have, to an extent, been an accepted fact of life for border residents in Kathua, Samba and Jammu districts. For a generation grown up amidst a periodic, hostile slinging of projectiles between India and Pakistan, peace is a slippery concept. Besides, living along the border is a 바카라�compulsion바카라�.

A palpable sense of fear stalks border villages despite the much-touted agreement to observe the ceasefire. In Ban­glad, 20-year-old Pawan Kumar has completed the shraddh rituals of his mother, Shama Devi바카라�another hapless victim of shelling. 바카라�My mother died on May 21 while cooking a meal. We are not sure of returning safe from our fields. They (Pakistan army) don바카라�t allow us either to sow or cut our crops, our sole livelihood. How much worse our lives can become?바카라� says his brother, Mukesh. The five brothers of this family of farmers have to contend with heightened Pakistani firing during sowing and reaping seasons바카라�a deadly, nefarious pattern, they say.

Though the Pakistan flag on the border outpost is clearly visible from the roofs of the houses here, life once went on in its annual cycle. Now, none of the terrified 12,000 villagers dares to sleep on his terrace in the hot summer nights바카라�a normal practice before 2001.

With farming deemed 바카라�dangerous바카라� bec­ause of its proximity to sudden death, edu­cation, too, stands suspended. Schools along the India-Pakistan border are closed when a bout of firing starts. On May 23, schools were closed for three days. With an early summer vacation declared, the 250 students of Ashoka Model High School, which Krishna, who fell prey to the firing attended, were informed of their homework by teachers on phone.

바카라�For two days, the village was deserted. We were worried more about our lives than studies. How can one study when guns are booming? We can바카라�t trust Pakistan, but our hopes for living a respectable life has gone too. We talk about guns and deaths, not studies,바카라� says 15-yr-old Rahi Sharma, a cousin of Krishna. 바카라�In such a competitive age, how can we compete with students of Jammu city, leave alone metros? We are Brahmins, we don바카라�t have reservation too. It바카라�s stone age rather than digital age for us,바카라� she adds hopelessly.

The dispirited Gujjars of Jeorah farm now question the very founding principles of Pakistan. 바카라�Does Pakistan believe Mus­lims live only in its side? Are we not Mus­lims? In this holy month it바카라�s forbidden to utter even a bad word.... What kind of Isl­amic republic is it?,바카라� wonders Fukuran Ali.

In this open season of hostility, there have been 1,250 ceasefire violations by Pakistan till May 28 along the international border and the Line-of-Control, almost all of them in Jammu바카라�the highest since the ceasefire agreement of 2003. Vigorous retaliation by the Indian army presents a peculiar problem too. While residents support, to a degree, the aggressive response, but they are not sure if it바카라�s yielding results. And the BJP, which swept the assembly polls in Jammu and leads at the Centre, is feeling the simmering discontent.

바카라�My engagement was called off by the girl바카라�s family, who said they don바카라�t want her to live on the constant line of fire and dep­end on the government or volunteers for food. It seems our generation is coming to an end,바카라� says Rehmat Ali of Jeora.

The current round of ceasefire violations doesn바카라�t seem to end, despite the pronounced best intentions of the top brass. Peace seems to be receding ever more in the past two years of turmoil in Jammu & Kashmir. A day after firing by Pakistan killed two BSF personnel, a sector-commander level meeting of Pakistan Rangers and BSF was held at RS Pura, where the two sides agreed on a  바카라�firing free agreement바카라�바카라�something that seems an impossible dream to realise. And every loss seems to sap a litle bit of this long-suffering people바카라�s will to carry on with their lives.

By Tarun Upadhyay in Jammu